You will probably hate me for this, but I decided to close commissions and art trades permanently -the only exception make Fan buttons since these are quick and easy to make. There are still some commissions and art trades that I owe and I still can't find a time to make them. I'm getting more and more stressed from my private problems in the first place (some of you know about them) and then from making commissions. And thanks to that, I STILL can't find time to make even my own pictures since the commissions give me a hard time. I always did the same big mistake that I wasn't able to refuse the request just for not being rude and when I didn't see it that tricky when I thought of it first, but when I started to draw it, I realized it's harder than I thought and I get stressed. And I don't want to do this mistake anymore. I see that hardly someone asks me for something easy to draw to me and hardly respects (or even read) all my rules, so I don't see a sense in making commissions already. I'm not that experienced artist and I don't wish to be a proffessional. I want to draw also what I like or in the case of commissions what's easy to me, so it doesn't keep me stressed and I enjoy it. MAYBE I'll open them again, when my private problems get finally solved (hopefully soon, because this month is very hard for me) and when I'll be less stressed and in a better mood. But right now, I don't feel for it in my situation.
And as you've noticed, I also make a longer absences on DA from all this stress lately and since my health problems are getting worse and computer affects them too, so I need to take a longer breaks. So forgive me if I don't reply to your messages. I try to reply to them all gradually. I'm really sorry to tell all of that, it's just how I feel....
